winter wonderland
It's been an interesting couple of days. Filled with ups and downs. Oddly, though, nothing worth mentioning. They've all been building up to tomorrow, though. The very last Friday of the year, meant for "cultural experiences," food, gifts, thirty minute classes, so on and so forth. I'm so excited! Tomorrow will be a picture perfect day. (:

I've actually got all my gifts wrapped, all the desserts I need baked, and clothes I need to wear for Elf Dance tomorrow. Sometimes, I surprise myself. But I still have to do invitations, bake the second pan of dessert for my English class, and clean my room (it looks like a tornado blew through it).

Okay, wish me luck. I'll probably end up writing another entry about tomorrow. Aww yeee

winter wonderland
Mmm it's finally winter! I can really feel it in the dropping temperatures and see it in the horrible morning fog that obscures my driving. No snow, obviously, but it'll be another year for that. It scares me how fast this school year is passing by. It's already December, for one thing. Two more weeks and then winter break. And then three weeks after that and finals week. Time should just stop, even if for a moment. That would be lovely.

I don't feel that great in school. Well, except for Calculus. But that doesn't count because Calc is easy and Math is never a stress for me. Physics, I'm actually struggling in. I mean, my grade is okay and hopefully will be okay by the time the semester ends. But sometimes I just don't know what's going on, even if I'm awake. Whack! I'm hoping that my tower project will save my grade, since I know that everything else is a total fail. 1223 efficiency, not too bad, but I was hoping for better. Calculus, fourth in the class. That's what's up! Econ, eh, whatever. I still have an A. I just need to keep that up. English, though, worries me. I never read the books anymore, thanks to Shmoop. I had an A at the quarter, but I don't think it's there anymore. I expected a B at the beginning of the semester, but since I've had an A at one point, I just want to keep it. An A in AP English 4 would be nice. But I have to actually work for it, heaven forbid. I miss AP 3; it wasn't that hard to memorize vocab.

At least I'm done with college applications. I sent in my last one on like Thanksgiving at two in the morning. Quite an accomplishment. Now I'm just waiting for decisions. Although I had become totally blase about the application process, I'm scared now. I just want to get into a college!

And now I'm getting all excited for New York. Even though I don't know forsure if I'll even get into Stony Brook, it's like I'm already planning for it. Thanks to "Empire State of Mind," all I can imagine is being in New York next year. What a dream come true. Actually, anywhere away from here would be nice. As much as I love being here in California with my friends and family, I just want to start over. I'm ready for new people, places, and experiences.

But hey, right here and now is pretty fun still. Excluding school, my chill time is always fun. I love my second period kids, even if everyone is against me and on Team Jalyssa. Silly Jay the creeper. I'm hoping to master the art of sneaking off campus and working while Jay is being disruptive. Still shamelessly addicted to my milk tea drink at Starbucks. It's gotten to the point where baristas know my drink and me. It's okay, works out nicely for me hahah.

Debut stuff is getting somewhere, at least. We've finished the waltz and are now starting the salsa, which should be fun. I hate my court boys, but not really. Dresses give me a headache and so does planning everything. Can't it just be over already? Shooooot.

Mmmm I think that's all of what's on my mind. Well, I've got Christmas shopping to worry about, but that's for another day, maybe when I've actually got everything figured out. I wanna go relax. I finally cleared my bed, fixed up my bookshelf, and cleaned my room (slightly)! Yay more space on my bed (: Good night world!

dog days
I wish I could just lie on my bed and sleep. For a very long time. Because that's how effin' tired I am. Tired of school, certain people, college applications that I haven't even started yet, books that need to be read, et cetera. Maybe I shouldn't have procrastinated, but I just need to get November done with. Once this month is over, I can be happy. I think. Not entirely sure :/

I also wish that my dog could just calm down and lie on his pillow and sleep. He's a hyper little puppy. Soon enough, I think he could jump out of his pen. And that scares me. He jumps way too high. Ted's able to reach things on the coffee table. But at least he's getting cute again. Hahaha <3 His training is over soon, and we're afraid he won't graduate. But I think he's doing alright. Twenty seconds out of thirty for the Stay command. Although it's inside, there's a ton of distractions inside so I think it compensates?

Sighhh my life is ridiculous. I need to write out a schedule and plan shit out. Well, maybe later. For now, I should get on my Econ homework and stuff. Aww aww aww yeaaah -__-x